@Thorvald:It was meant to be a cat purring ASMR track but it turned into a personal piece cause I had to stop multiple times to wipe away tears.  How I managed to finish this track is a miracle in itself because of it, I am very happy with the end result.

@N0-11: Losing a fury baby is not easy and doesn't get easy with time.  When I lost my first cat Kasha I was in consolable for 7 months before a friend at my church conviced me to move on and get another cat.  I was unsure I wanted to break my heart again with a new kitty but in the end I ended up going to see what would be my future velvet paw companion.  Sassy was still bottle feeding when I met her and out of 5 kittens she was the only one who wanted to play with me or even come close to me.  She was rambunctous and filled with a lot of pep and vinegar, her antics made me smile a bit but I was still hurting from the loss of Kasha.  In the end Sassy so named for her energy and personality came to stay with me and even when she came to live with me she never cried, she never hid she never hissed growled or scratched, she was affectionate and loving in everyway.  I still had to get used to her though and she tried her best to get me to love her but I was stuck on getting another grey and white tuxedo kitten like Kasha was...in the end I am glad she was persistant cause now life with her and her personality is that of my first cat, fun loving, respectful, patient, affectionate and curious.  I cannot picture myself with another cat other then her now.