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3. Memory
3. Memory by @NosaneTryhard (Nosane Tryhard)

Yeeey, story time!

When I was a very young age, my mom took me to some woman with two kids, her son and daughter who were both teenagers.

Noticing that he own Playstation 1 as I do, I asked them to play on it. They agreed, but I remember we watched some movie before that... I think it was "Labyrinth"...

Anyway, they let me play Sheep Raider, a game I wasn't familiar with and I remember struggling on that snow level as I didn't know what to do. I also remember Wile e Coyote kept exploding on one part for whatever reason.

After I gave up playing it, the two replaced the disk with something. Now this is the part I do not remember clearly since from this point everything seemed like a fever dream.

I remember up to 3 headless birds flying on the screen in the theater stage, Heaven behind it. Nobody else was there after which the screen cut black with jumpscare of "someone's" head covered in blood appeared on screen. His face in shock, staring at the screen for around a minute ow two before backing out in slow motion into the void. Flashes and blood appearing all over his body before he disappears in the void.

Now here is the thing. For years I believed this particular part was a fever dream, materialized later into something much graphic and morbid. (When you see it, you'll know what I'm talking about). But after a while I actually witnessed it in reality, which was obviously an ending scene from Final Fantasy 7 despite me having errors and holes in the memory.

I remember Sephiroth face to be far more detailed, his face expression as in the pure terror. His highlights were smaller and even his eyes had different color.

This entire even kinda... marked me in certain way. Maybe it was from shock, I don't know...

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Posted: Thursday, 03 October, 2024 @ 10:12 PM
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"But anime is for kids!"

Freudian psychology is a dubious approach at best, but I can totally understand a) why a small child would develop a dissociative memory, and b) why Seph is such a foundational muse. It was so far back that I literally don't remember it, but when I was young I saw a Medieval series with a fight scene that according to Mom scarred me something horrific to the point in later years when I wanted to watch it again she always steered me off.

I don't know if it's an intentional nod, but last year's #3 was also a TV screen. :o This feels like a Ragu work with the detail; unfortunately I'm now straining to make out the cases. :P

Posted: Saturday, 05 October, 2024 @ 08:59 PM

@Thorvald: I might be trying to find ways of depicting Seph's pain in artistic manner... and then you realize you are talking to a person who, at the age of 14, cried on a cartoon blood where Hulk beats up the bloody pulp of "some Thor deer creature" (Beta Ray Bill), and to this day I am still covering my eyes on the Spikes scene. 

I don't know if it's an intentional nod, but last year's #3 was also a TV screen. :o This feels like a Ragu work with the detail; unfortunately I'm now straining to make out the cases. :P

Huh, tho I kinda shuffled the themes in the prompt, except Stab, so I must have missed this one :0

Posted: Saturday, 05 October, 2024 @ 09:49 PM

@NosaneTryhard: Aye, gore is definitely not my thing but I have a pretty high tolerance in absolute terms, and yet I've never watched Invincible because of how bloody it gets. A lot of it can fall down to context: some of the most traumatizing imagery I've encountered wasn't even explicitly shown, but simply alluded to.

Posted: Sunday, 06 October, 2024 @ 09:29 PM

@Thorvald: Gore in Invincible was the main reason why I ditched the series. Reviews and clips of this show didn't help since the violence is way over the top for my taste (and the comic is even worse).

But by far the biggest offender when it comes to gore is anime. From Elfen Lied, a show so disgustingly edgy where every single human being is so awful including toddlers, Blood C where from what I saw from clips the violence gets so disturbingly creative it's sickening, Made in Abyss where I still wonder how the creator of this show didn't ended up in jail, to Jojo's Bizzare Adventure which is a show so disgusting it objectively glorifies sadism, violence and abuse with one of the most graphic animal cruelty I have ever witness in any piece of media ever. Also, if you don't want to see the most detailed closeup of nail pulling, do not watch it's show, do not read it's manga.

Posted: Sunday, 06 October, 2024 @ 10:19 PM

@NosaneTryhard: One of my DYOS colleagues drew on Elfen Lied one year, though like most of his copy-paste inspirations it was superficial at best (and spared us the bit o' the ultraviolence). JoJo I've seen up to Stardust Crusaders... the rest I doubt I'll ever touch. :p

The Nightmare Fuel Disguised as a Kids Show

/obligatory Remember that station that aired Happy Tree Friends on the children's block?

Posted: Monday, 07 October, 2024 @ 11:16 AM

@Thorvald: Yeahm, Stardust Crusaders OVA is what it brought me to watch JJBA in the fist place, and hands down it is one of the best pieces of anime media I simply cannot recomend to anyone. I cannot even show the examples of JJBA memes having context since they are this gruesome, worst offender being "The Torture Dance" scene where the protagonsits chop out the criminal's head, hang his eyelid onto the fishing hook as the sun started to burn hole on his eye trough his glasses while the gang just started to dance for no reason.

And as for Happy Tree Friends... I consider this show harmless at best, but I find it very frustrating to watch. Got introduced to it in middle school at the informatics session and, as over the top as it is, it never managed to shock nor impress me. 

Posted: Monday, 07 October, 2024 @ 04:46 PM

@NosaneTryhard:

it is one of the best pieces of anime media I simply cannot recomend to anyone

Ooh, I'm saving this! XD

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